You Gotta Love It

Have you ever cried silent tears, the tears that are in the dark, the tears that leave a mark. Have you had a painful smile, the masked on smerk, the fakest smile that it hurts, Have you ever stood in the rain and didn't feel one drop, almost as if Gods love just stopped, Have you ever screamed and never been heard, trying to speak and not get out one single word. Have you ever lost your way in the light trying to move mountains with all your might. Have you ever got knocked down so hard that you won't get up because of the scars.  Have you ever got to the end of a book to find the page missing from the story.... Is she dead, does the hero get the glory. Truth is there is no end to the story, it's not yet written. Through pain and turmoils, the sweat and blood through ever bad memory and every knock down, you keep bruising my ego, pride and trying to take my smile but there is no way in hell I'm going to let you break my crown!

You are going through all kinds or turmoil and you are thinking, "God you said this year was going to be better than my last?" You know what God is saying?  Don't try to come out of your suffering to soon.  He doesn't put a date on what you are going through, you do. Weather the storm. God won't put you through more than you can handle. And if your going through a lot, you can handle a lot. He will never leave you nor forsake you just keep your trust in Him and not what is going on in front of you. Trust that He's got you covered, His blood still works and it always will. So today when you wake up to bad news, feeling down, sick in your body or feeling like you just can't go on just remember, He went through worst for me and He did it to cover me. It still works!

You are a single mom or a wife or a business woman or a stay at home mom or a single woman that got her stuff together but no matter what you do, you are beat down.  Physically, mentally, emotionally and sometimes spiritually.  You try to smile through this hurt, you try to keep your life moving forward for the sake of your family or for the sake of your sanity but something really does snap in us.  When a woman is fed up is a strong statement. We don't begin to hate the world, we don't become angry, we become very determined. We have this ”prove you wrong" or "try me and see" determination that boils up when we are fed up.  It takes a lot to break a woman, weak girls break, but women that have been through some things, we bend, not break.  We will cry, wore away the tears and keep pushing as if nothing ever happened.  We will pray that God keeps us, not you because we know what we will and can do without God. Women stay strong, know that you are not the only one